Looking at old photos and videos – some are only a few days (hours!) old – but now that the situation has changed it has become painful. What was, at the time, a happy thing has become a heartache to view and gets very close to driving me to madness.
Links to things that are now painful to see –
I must to move on and ‘live with’ the very real reality I’m no longer what I was. I must also live with the fact there are many hurt people because of the decision (that was necessary).
I am now –
In the future I may be and do something even great that what I have ever been and done.